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Wednesday, November 27th, 2002
5:52 pm - I hurt inside
Here's my FUCKING IMPORTANT update for today (next update will be bigger, I promise ;D).

I saw that hot girl from my philosophy class today. Too bad she was smiling and talking to other people. I can tell she's just an empty-headed preppy. She's one of the masses and definitely not for me. I hate her. Anyway, I'm saving myself for Britney Spears.

As George Bush would say, "SHE CAN SHAKE DAT ASS!" Anyway, I'll be talking to you guys (my REAL friends ;D) again later today, in about like five minutes.

That is, of course, if I haven't killed myself yet because of all the pain because I'm so different from everyone else and hurting inside. I'm gonna do it one of these days, I swear. Right now I have to send an e-mail to the only person who REALLY understands me...

He is a so sexy.


Friday, November 22nd, 2002
6:11 pm - >:(
Today I got really pissed off at school when...actually, I don't really have to detail what happened here, I'll just say that it was exactly like the climactic scene in Je Suis De Malles Pants Poop except I was in place of the main character and Greg was Shmoogy Gloogy.

Any moderately smart people will know exactly what I am talking about. That movie was really good, or should I say it was "shplon de hors de fahklefoofer doodyplemba cuntsoup!!" LOL! Hilarious, yes?! :D

My only real problem with that movie was the soundtrack. It had all this crappy slow music. I thought it really could've used some punk rock! Linkin Park, yeah!! :D :D

Wednesday, November 20th, 2002
8:20 pm - Heh
Here's an event that happened today that shows just how ridiculous the school system is.

It was when I was in Biology. We were supposed to dissect a worm. I stood up and told the teacher "NO" because I am against harming other animals because of something I saw some other people do on TV. She told me I HAD to do the assignment so I just picked up my leather Linkin Park bag and stormed out. Before leaving I told them all "You'd better wake up and get your priorities straight! As Ludacris would say, 'JUST SEEN A BIG OL' ASS, DAWGZ'!!!!" Heh. That shut them up.

Thursday, November 14th, 2002
7:04 pm - Lamers...
Today, as soon as I got to school, I immediately noticed everyone loathing me. Their glares are just as easy to read as the ones I shoot back at them, "DROP DEAD YOU ASSHOLES." Heh. Then they leave me alone.

This other day, a girl noticed my Linkin Park shirt and Linkin Park lunchbox and jock strap and started trying to talk to me about the band. I just KNEW she didn't even understand what they're all about. I ended up screaming at her that she didn't deserve the band and everyone in the lunchroom looked at me like there was something wrong with me.

Fucking fascists. They don't know shit. Heh.

Tuesday, November 12th, 2002
10:31 pm - OMG
So my parents are still fucking douche bags (no surprise there lol ;D). It was hell this morning when I had to get a RIDE from my DAD. CHRIST. I took my driver's test the other day and they said they failed me for driving on the wrong side of the road or something but I know that the instructor was just scared of people like me. He knows people like me are different and it scares him and he doesn't want to allow us any access to his precious little bit of power.

Well, here's one person that's going to let you have your little ability to drive because I DON'T CARE. You hear that?! I DON'T CARE.

Anyway, because my parents are fucking ASSHOLES that won't let me drive just because I failed my test (they know I can drive without a petty license, anyway, they just hate me), I still have to get a ride in the morning from my dad. BTW, they told me they'd give me a car when I passed my test but it's probably just gonna be the 8-month-old BMW. OH THANKS FOR THE HAND-ME-DOWN, DAD!

Anyway, when my dad drives me to school, he actually tries to TALK to me on the way there. OH. MY. GOD. Haven't I made it abundantly clear that I HATE you, dad? I wish both my parents would die and then I'd do whatever I want. Maybe I'll murder them. Heh. I don't even need them. I think I'm gonna do that.

Updates later. >:-P

Saturday, November 9th, 2002
9:26 pm - Modern life is rubbish
The other day my mom actually woke me up for school YELLING. Like she has a RIGHT to yell at ME. I wash the fucking dishes for that bitch, at least every other Wednesday when I feel like it. Anyway, she was like "Come on, honey, you're gonna be late!" I hate when she calls me honey like I'm still a little kid. She doesn't take me seriously at all, neither of my parents do. They always talk to me at dinner like I'm some kind of little novelty for them, their little sideshow attraction.

I can see how happy it makes them to hear about my little endeavors as if they're SO CUTE. They ask about my documentary of Linkin Park that I'm working on in AV class as if it's some stupid little kiddy project. Then I tell them "MOTHER, IT'S ONLY A MOVIE DETAILING MY ENTIRE LIFE PHILOSOPHY" and then I usually throw down my fork and leave without finishing my lobster. One time I shot this at them: "As Ja Rule would say, mom and dad, 'them hos is a fine good tasty!!'"

Heh. That totally shut them up. LOL.

I bet they don't even know who Ja Rule IS. ^_^